Meredith Hall’s “Without a Map” is a memoir about the life of a woman who, at 16, got pregnant and was shunned by her parents, friends and community. She gives the baby up for adoption, and cannot return to her former life. As a result, the course of her life and her inner struggles take on a sad and unique journey.
While Hall tells a sad, interesting story, I found myself struggling to get through the book. Undoubtedly, she was treated abysmally by her parents and friends when she became pregnant at 16 years old. This family and community “shunning,” along with giving up her baby for adoption, stays with her through the course of her life. Very sad, poignant stuff. But, Hall reminds us, practically every paragraph, over and over, that she is in pain, sad, alone, detached, etc. Hall needs to trust her readers more, that once she explains her pain, we “get it,” and that as she continues the course of her life, her actions tell us that she is dealing with something internal that drives her on her strange path. We don’t need to be told over and over and over again.
There are very interesting, meaty parts of the story. She buys a fishing boat with a boyfriend and fishes through a storm, she walks through Europe to the Middle East with no money, and she cares for her mother through a terrible terminal disease. But these moments are dragged down by the over emphasis of her feelings. Meredith also chooses to ignore chronology again and again, and also leaves huge holes in her story – just when we are riveted by her story, she jumps to a whole new part of her life. For instance, one chapter ends with her in the Middle East, broke, practically naked, when she decides to go home. The next chapter starts and she has two children. How did she get home? How did she meet and fall in love with the father? What changes in this empty person’s life to open up to another human and decide to create a new life? It is a mystery. It is like she ignores her own story to tell us again and again how she feels.
While there is some good stuff here, and Hall is a talented writer, I found this to be a tedious attempt. I needed more meat, less gravy.
Visit Meredith Hall’s website HERE
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Note from Lisa/Books on the Brain: Elaine is a friend from my real-life book club. Thanks, Elaine, for an insightful review!